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[23 Jul 2007|01:27pm]
life is a painful rancid bitch.

but life is beautiful.
sucker for a punch.

[30 Dec 2006|06:25pm]
im spinning.
sucker for a punch.

[19 Dec 2006|11:40am]

Josh killed himself sunday night.
i still think its pretty much a practical joke.
i dont really know what to say about it, i dont want to boohoo and bitch.
i wasnt even that close to him, but the whole situation is just fucked.
Joshua Fucking Peterson.
why kid? why. theres so many people who needed you here, more.
1 kick sucker for a punch.

[11 Dec 2006|02:03pm]
oh what a weekend.
this was my first time in a while having 2 days in a week off.
and oh, it was sweet.

saturday was a day abd a HALF.
woke up at like 7 am.
lugged drums and shit around.
to the recording studio.
got to sit around all day and watch loverboy and joe do their EP thing.
i got to hangout with grendel the kitty cat and smoke Js on the porch.
fun stuff.
the music sounds really really good.
im exciteddd for them.

yesterday i went on a badly needed shopping trip.
i totally scored this adorable peacoat.
a $150 Gap peacoat- and i found it at goodwill for 20 bucks! scoreage

im excited for the cold, but i just need buddies with skin as thick as mine.
everyones always too cold for a walk! :(
christmas is coming. bla bla bla.
i love hte holidays, but working retail is sucking the spirit alll kindsa outta me.
im taking hte month of may off. whether it be for going on tour, or just so i can tour places singularly, i dont know. but im spanning time.
and i want it to be much more of a descriptive statement than such. but thats all i can reach for right now. and at its saddest point, it fits.

ho hum.
sucker for a punch.

[13 Nov 2006|11:08pm]
i love how whenever the dogs decide to take a big hot warm shit in my room, iiiiiii get repremanded  becasue i didnt shut my door.

im sorry, anybody should be free to leave her bedroom door open, without fear of having smelly dogs shit on her nice carpet.

sucker for a punch.

[09 Nov 2006|02:47am]
my life still rules.

new ink soon soon soon.

seriosuly, im not even posting pictures probably. because if i see a version of my tattoo on someone elses body, like in any likeness whatsoever, ill flip a bitch out.

seriously. GET YOUR OWN FUCKING IDEAS. thanxfakebitchz.
1 kick sucker for a punch.

[21 Oct 2006|02:25pm]

life rules.

my boyfriends amazing.
our soundtrack is sweet.
im picking up a second job on the weekends.
as a pre-cursor to moving out. and moving in with sweet children. adults.
i really have nothing to complain about.

the fall temperature is kicking my ass. but i love it at the same time. i love to hear that wind howl.
i want a warm fuzzy rodent to call my own.
sucker for a punch.

[16 Oct 2006|08:47pm]
iron maiden was the best idea ever.
sucker for a punch.

[07 Oct 2006|03:54am]

tonight tom and i tried to catch a cute little baby field mouse to keep as our pet.

but i squished it with my car.

i suck.

so im turning 19 tomorrow.
this is basically going to be the best birthday ever. knock on wood.
its good to feel this alive, and to have  someone who cares about making sure it stays that way.

and i definitely got paid to hangout with my BFFL today.


sucker for a punch.

[29 Sep 2006|11:10am]
yesterday/this morning was way too much fun.
he basically makes my life.
1 kick sucker for a punch.

[25 Sep 2006|05:27pm]
im so excited for this.
for him.
i never ever thought id be this lucky.
i really couldnt ask for more.
hes basically everything ive ever dreamed of.to put it as sappy as possible.
i just hope i dont fuck it up.

2 kick sucker for a punch.

[24 Sep 2006|09:44am]
boys who buy me birthday cards, just to see me smile, even though my birthdayisnt until next month....are pretty  much amazing.

and im pretty lucky, even though im 90 percent sure i totally dont deserve him.

3 kick sucker for a punch.

[13 Sep 2006|03:30am]
hes so cute when he sleeps.
why did i leeeave.
sucker for a punch.

[07 Sep 2006|02:30am]
i gotta 12 gauge bitch.

{in my nose}
5 kick sucker for a punch.

[04 Sep 2006|02:09am]
im totally blazed and jammin to the dixie chicks right now.

do it. 
its awesome.
3 kick sucker for a punch.

[24 Aug 2006|01:43am]
i think ive found him.

at least thats what it feels like.
2 kick sucker for a punch.

[23 Aug 2006|08:32pm]
i just bought  myself these:

hopefully i like them as much when they get here.

imulseimpulse miss impulse
5 kick sucker for a punch.

[19 Aug 2006|11:15pm]
i always regret these nights i choose to stay in. asdfghjkl;
sucker for a punch.

[17 Aug 2006|03:07am]
so today, my father, to heal his grief of trying to kill me the other night, went out and bought a harley davidson.

where the hell did he get money for a harley?
he bitches at me because im broke from paying off my bills, basically tries to talk me out of going to school so soon because of the money...........but buys  a harley.

this motorcycle cost us 20 grand.

the exact tuition of paul mitchell.
not that im asking for a handout, but theres no way i can afford and like......isnt that sort of a parents job? 

so i asked him if i was still going to be able to go to school and he says

" you need to star thinking about other things, kelsi."


sorry if i want to get my life started so i can get as far as fuck away from you as possible.

my bad, i  forgot ambition was a curse.
5 kick sucker for a punch.

[15 Aug 2006|09:29pm]
so this is the downward spiral.

im broke.
i have no gas.
i work in portsmouth.
all my money went in my nose.
my father tried to kill me.
i got kicked out for being a shitty daughter.
mikey got arrested. i wont be seeing him for 4-7 years.
everyone around here is a bloodsucker.
i need to move out.
i need a second job.
i need to not be alone anymore.
i need to focus on better things.

wah wah wah.
sucker for a punch.

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